I understood “one day at a time” today and that it applies to me. For the rest of my days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not just when I’m having a depressy time and barely making it through.\u00a0 Every day.\u00a0 I’m realizing I’m sick in a permanent and incurable way.\u00a0 You and counselors and therapists and have told me that healing is an ongoing thing, not something that can be considered\u00a0 “done”.\u00a0 And I just can’t get that through my head.\u00a0 After 6 months of working on my burnout and all the trauma that is a root source of why I live my life in a way to cause a repeating cycle of burnout, I felt better. Briefly. Now, I see myself backsliding, having thoughts and beliefs pop up that thought I had eradicated.\u00a0 And I feel bad that I’m back sliding.\u00a0 But really, I was just misunderstanding.\u00a0 I thought that with all my emotional work I had cured myself to some degree.\u00a0 How silly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m just a person with a fatal flaw who just has to live with it. Every day. One day at a time. For ever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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